Chronicle Reflection

Three failures in a year. A very interesting challenge that I need to navigate this year. I've been trying to secure scholarships since 2022, but the preparation started in 2021. So, it’s taken almost three years for me to search for the right scholarship. It’s not an easy journey. Many times, I felt like giving up, yet I

"At least, you’ve won the battle between you and yourself."That’s what a close friend told me last night after asking about my interview. Although this wasn’t my first—I've already failed four times—I still felt nervous, as each interview is a unique experience. There were times when I felt confident, yet failed. So, I’m managing my expectations this time.

How much is enough?Last year, a friend told me I didn’t seem to be trying hard enough. Her words stuck with me, triggering past trauma. I had seen a psychologist because I struggled with the fear of not working hard enough to make people notice my efforts. I’ve always tried my best, but I never shared my struggles

"Dream high as the highest star, so even if you fall, you fall around the stars."This advice from a friend resonated deeply with me when I shared my hesitation about applying to high-ranking universities. Coming from a less prestigious private university for my bachelor’s degree, I doubted my worthiness for a spot in such institutions. Therefore, I was

It feels like it was just yesterday when I wrote my Season 2023 post, and somehow we've managed to arrive safely at the first half of 2024. January to March passed quickly because I was busy preparing for my scholarship: taking the IELTS, writing essays, submitting applications to campuses, while still enjoying my time going to concerts and